Up until six months ago, I looked just like the photo on the right. I had looked like this the majority of my life. I hated myself, and though I still hate myself I am learning to love me. And, yes, the picture on the left was ripped. I ripped it up over and over again killing the monster I saw in the mirror. I never had the heart to throw it away. SW:250 CW:194 GW: 120